Sunday, April 03, 2011
Oh Lord Help Me, I am suffering from two steps forward....five steps back!!
It seems no matter how hard or long I try to monitor mt caloric, fat and carb daily intake as well as my fitness & strength I can not seem to loose even a half pound or a fraction of an inch! My body seems to resist any type of life style change that pertains to weight loss. I now feel my only recourse is to undergo weight loss surgery. This of course makes me feel as if I have failed myself. Logically I know this is not so but it is what my emotions feel. On March 30th I consulted with a weight loss specialist regarding weight loss surgery. I was told my insurance dictates I follow a strict weight loss schedule that the specialist will monitor. After 12 months ecactly my insurance company will then authorize the surgery. So here we go! Wish I had Humana Gold! (They don't require the 12 month weight loss trial)