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    NELLYNELL05   6,013
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Thursday, March 31, 2011

Hi All. This is my first blog ever so I'm not quite certain how these work. I figure, though, that I can use a blog as a daily journal/diary. I really get some comfort being on this site and especially being on my teams page. So here it goes. Today is not a great day for me. I had a really hard time getting out of bed this morning. I don't want to move. I just want to lay in my bed all day with my ipod on and my blankets over my eyes. I took my medicine I'm prescribed and still hoping it works. I started praying the other night before bed because my dad told me it helps him. I'm hoping it helps me get through all this. I was so tired last night though that I forgot to pray :/ I'm hoping that didn't have a negative effect. I worry about EVERYTHING and EVERYONE. I never worry about myself. My family tells me I can't worry about someone else, I need to worry about me and getting better. I used to say there's no use worrying or dwelling on something you have no control over and brush things off but now I can't say that because I worry about the smallest stuff.
I would like to keep writing but I have to get my nephew to school.
I think this was a wierd entry...
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JINLYNN 3/31/2011 9:32PM

    Welcome to blogging - it is a great way to organize your thoughts and just to mull over the day's events. Best wishes on your journey to health.
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KAUAIKAPU 3/31/2011 10:08AM

    Welcome to SparkPeople!

I'm sorry you're not having a great day :( I really and truly hope it gets better!

Reading your blog I have to tell you that I have felt this way - so, so SO many times. Feeling like no matter how hard I work nothing is in control and everything is just out of reach. Trying to take care of my daughter and my mother and forgetting about me in the process. And it dawned on me that if I don't take care of me there will be nothing left of me to give to anyone else. So now that's what I do. I take care of myself and you know what? Everyone else's life has gotten better to.

I wish you luck on your journey! Remember, you are not alone! I and the rest of SP are here for you!!

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