Sunday, March 27, 2011
Just feeling really lost on this journey. I get random bursts of motivation and I think I can take on the world and will lose the weight, but then next thing I know I'm at the grocery store buying pizza and ice cream. I'm going to Europe in about 2 1/2 months and I so badly want to be able to wear cute little dresses and shorts while I'm there. More importantly I want to be able to have my picture taken at the Eiffel Tower and at Westminster Abby, etc. I started looking at Jenny Craig and Weight Watchers, but it seems that they're not any better than what I can get at Spark for free. However, why CAN'T I stay on track. Why am I so weak? I'm scared to death to get on the scale tomorrow, but I guess I have to start somewhere. Hopefully I don't pass out when I see the number!