Saturday, March 26, 2011
I decided to weigh myself today and for once I didn't let myself get bent out of shape about it. I am not one for scales but I can say that it is nice to know that I am no longer 160 lbs! I would like to be around 130 but something in my body tells me I would look stick thin. GROSS
I want to be fit not THIN or TINY. Curves & definition are sexy, not ribs and collar bone.
So I am on the hunt for some jeans within the next couple weeks. I would much rather go to consignment places for things like this because for 1 they are cheaper and for 2 jeans just fit better when someone else has already broke them in! But in the past I have gotten depressed about not being able to wear a certain size. Relax, it's just a number....that is what I keep telling myself. I know plenty of women who can rock a size 14 and look fantastic! Plus, no one will know that size unless they are looking for it....and honey, if they are looking for it, they better either be a significant other or have a darn good reason to go snooping through your pants looking for a tag!
The promise I am making to myself from this day forward.....I will not let the size 0, 1, 2, 3 or 4 rack distract me into thinking I am fat. I am happy and content with an 8. I feel healthy not boney and that makes me feel wonderful!
Relax, it's just a number