Thursday, March 24, 2011
The past two weeks instead of my Tuesdays during the day being the time I struggle the most it seems I am now on Thursday evenings. I tried to workout today. Fail. I had ran at a level 4, program 1 (which is intervals) for 30 minutes. When I was done I did some squats, jumps with a medicine ball and did the thigh machine (where you can squeeze in or push out. I love that machine. But after 25 min of walking/jogging, I just didn't have it in me to do anything. I got 1.5 miles done. Not great.
I then went to coldstone, it was good, but didn't really satisfy like I thought. So now i'm making a tortilla with cheese. Not much for veggies.
On sunday I weighed in and my weight had spiked to the 146.6, it had been at 144.2. I am still at 146.6, and not pleased. But I just don't have it in me.
Tonight I would love to be asleep right now. But I have a skype date with a friend. Tomorrow is my long drive day (3 hours each way, plus 8 hours of work) (I'm going to be on the road by 5:30 am) And then I'm going to come to my apartment, pack a bag and drive to my parents house.
Saturday will be dropping my parents off at the car dealership for their new car. lunch with high school girlfriends, and a hockey game with a college friend followed by going out to see other college friends. It will be good for me....But I'm exhausted now.
I'm trying to find a balance. And I haven't found it yet. But I will get there. I have to get there.