Getting back on the "horse" is soooo much harder than falling off..
Monday, March 21, 2011
Well, I am REALLY trying to get my butt back on track and get re-started on my Spark journey. With my severely increased back pain, high sugar levels and decreased energy levels this hill seems so much steeper even than last summer/fall. I realize that if I can get myself back in the saddle I'll TRULY enjoy the ride and more importantly that all the things holding me back will HOPEFULLY feel/get easier as I go along. My frustration just really has a way of holding me back and I HAVE to conquer that. I have to remind myself every second of every minute of every day that this journey is an important one and that *I'm* worth the effort and outcome. I just need to hang on to hope and have faith in myself and my ability to make the changes necessary to be the person I'm destined to be. It's never to late, I'm never to old or tired and now is the time to stop the excuses, grind through the pain and frustration and JUST DO IT!!! :-D