Sunday, March 20, 2011
It has been difficult to workout and once again I will not reach my Fitness Goals. I wish I could say I sat around and squandered the time then I could guilt trip myself into doing better. But the truth is I have been so busy with graduating on time and carrying 19 units this quarter and then 24 units coming up in the next quarter that will all the time I spend on projects and homework and studying there is never any time left except to eat and sleep. I have been stickler about my food that way I am not over indulging. I do allow myself the occasional treat so it doesn't seem like its all work and no play. Even my mom has mentioned how drained I am and when she wakes up in the night to use the restroom tries to convince me to go to sleep since it is 2 and 3 am. Knowing I will be up at 6:30am to begin the day.
The only thing I can do is KEEP TRYING. School ends in June and I haven't put getting healthy aside. I'm still eating great but I do feel MUCH better when I can get a workout in. But when is there time!? Over Spring Break I am going to Disneyland. Even my nieces have said, "Auntie are you sure your going to be up to Disneyland? Because you have dental appointments schduled." I said no matter what kind of pain or discomfort I am in WE ARE GOING. Otherwise I won't get a break at all between the quarters! And I will be overwhelmed. I even have to put off appointments until I have breaks. I have let my teeth suffer long enough and bad teeth affect health so I am going to go take csre of them FINALLY and complete this last quarter. 6 classes. 24 units. 6days a week. I am taking:
Puppetry in the Classroom
Race and Racism
Analysis of Drama and Writing
ALL writing course with the acception of Puppetry but I will be building and constructing puppets. TIME CONSUMING! We don't build sock puppets. These will be MUPPET size puppets. But in the end I will graduate and I can begin to focus on my career. I set up a TWITTER page and you can follow my health and career path at Kimsgoing2bok if you are interested in seeing what I do and what my classes and struggle consist of beyond Spark life.
I WILL REACH MY GOALS!!! I guess I will have to go slower toward them than I first anticipated. But, Slow and steady wins the race.......right? I sure hope so.
HUGS AND LOVE