Friday, March 18, 2011
I started spring cleaning today. I started by cleaning out my clothes dresser. Well, most of the stuff in there is huge for me now. I am pretty proud of that. However, I really scared myself. I went through all the clothes and just refolded most of them and put them back in my drawer. Even the undergarments. Right now they would never fit. I went down from a size 18/20 to a 6/8. What does it say about me that I would save that stuff? Am I subconsciously thinking I will be that heavy again? I really hope not. I just opened the drawer again with the plan to get rid of itall. but, I just can't do it. I tried to justify my actions by saying that the things are brand new and it is a waste to get rid of them ( I won't donate my underwear). I really love being my new size. I feel so much healthier and happier. I feel so much more attractive. So tell me, Why don't I just throw those big things away?