Comfortable with my fat

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Today I made up with my best friend which I was totally excited about. I am super happy. And true to woman form we cried and in depth emotional convo. Now I love my bff to death and I trusted her and she is always honest with me and today she dropped a bomb on me about me. She thinks the reason that the reason I have a hard time losin weight is because I'm comfortable with my fat.

Huh???? I know right same thing I said.

She thinks that I am comfortable where I am. That i have been so self concious and just in a box for so long that I like it there. That my fat is now like my security blanket. I have thought about it all day and I think she is right. I am a shy person. I hate talking to strangers. Rarely go out and think that people are staring at me all the time. Now I know it is in my head but I can't help but think that way. So that means it's up to me to shed the blanket and step put of the box but it's so hard. Don't know how I am going to do it but I think finding the problem is a first step.
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    I had that same reaction you did but it does make sense. We know what it's like to be overweight and we can sort of hide behind the fat. You'll find your way through this. It's as you said, finding the problem is a big first step!
    2560 days ago
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