FYI... I have nothing against religion or Church... please don't hate me because I'm being honest about my feelings!
Collin came over to get his mail on Monday night... which was fine, I guess. He then told me that he has been regularly going to Church.
and even had the balls to ASK ME TO GO WITH HIM ON SUNDAY???
Since when do you go to Church, Collin? Oh, right... since you CHEATED on your Girlfriend... then MARRIED her.... and proceeded to cheat on her some more once she got sick with Bell's Palsy!?!
...For better or for worse? My @$$!
Ughhhhh.... And also, since when do WE go out together anymore?
... let alone CHURCH? That's the least likely a place a guy (who acts as unGodly as he has) would be "hanging out" on a Sunday... then again, he does need A LOT of sins resolved! Maybe you would find people like him at Church!
Personally, I find it ABSOLUTELY hypocritical of him to be going to Church now after what he has done and how negatively it has affected so may other human beings; most directly ME! If he was a Godly man before this, I'd understand... but he's NOT! It's like he just thinks that 'Church' will wipe his sins clear and he will be saved or something. (I can't see him going to Church on Sunday forever! ...I have even talked to him about how it's not 'Church' that saves people, it's finding GOD that does... but he still seemed to think he was right! ...that's like saying going to the gym is going to make me fit, eventhough I only go there to sit in the hot tub! WTF???)
I don't understand him anymore! He's a completely different person then I once knew only a short while ago... Or maybe I AM the changed person, seeing things more clearly! Crazy how fast our perspective can change, isn't it?)
Anyhoo... just had to share this.
PS... Just so I make myself clear, I will NOT take him up on his offer EVER. I definitely DO NOT feel good about worshiping beside a man who carelessly threw all regard for my well being and emotional state in the garbage! I have better things to do and better people to do them with!!!
Go save yourself by yourself, Collin!
My name is Jessica, not Jesus!