Tuesday, March 08, 2011
I got up this morning and took a pregnancy test because I was two days late. Negitive test and four hours later I started and feel so very sick. On the one hand I have always wanted to have a very large family and being a mom of only 2 children and just having my 29th birthday last weekend I was really hoping that maybe I would be pregnant again as my youngest is 2 and a half. But on the other hand I am still on this weight loss journey and medically should loose this stupid weight before I honestly should concieve another child.
So now I am in a weird mood. I want to loose the weight but I want to be pregnant.