Tuesday, March 08, 2011
This blog has nothing to do with weight loss. i just need to get my feelings out and feel like this is a safe avenue to post them right now.
When life gives you lemons, you are supposed to make lemonade....but what if you can't?? My heart is breaking right now. My daughter and son in law are having problems and it looks like they are breaking up. I feel like my family is falling apart and there is nothing I can do. My daughter does not want me to tell my husband...not that I really want to tell him either!! I feel like I have this huge secret that is life changing for all of us. I love my daughter with all my heart and want her happiness more than anything in this world. I am not sure if this is what will make her happy or not. I don't think she knows either. She is movng out of their house.....I have really grown to love my son in law like a son. I don't want to lose him. He has stepped up and cared for my grandson like a father. My son looks up to him and feels like he has a brother. I don't want them to break up...but what can I do? It is their decision....but wow....this hurts!! After my son and husband went upstairs tonight, I was able to let out some emotion and had a good cry. I feel like I need to talk to someone about it...but I can't. I want to pretend like this isn't really happening. I don't want my husband or son to know....at least until I know for sure that they are ending their marriage....and I keep hoping they will change their minds. I don't know what to say when I talk with my daughter. I have told her to let me know if she needs anything...for that matter...I told my son in law the same thing. But what could I say or do to change anything....OMG!! why does life have to be so complicated?
Right now....only Lemons.....NO LEMONADE!!