Sunday, March 06, 2011
So, Monday is the day.
Monday is the first time I'll have weighed myself since starting the program. One whole week of eating healthy (not starving, just healthy,) being active, and trying to keep my focus. I would be lying if I didn't say I'm completely petrified of what the scale is going to say. Honestly, I've had a sort of 'off' weekend. I didn't eat as well yesterday or today as I would have liked (I think the fried chicken may have been my downfall...), but I've stayed active. I have done more in the last week with a purpose than I have in a while.
I'm just so scared that if I step on the scale tomorrow I'll feel nothing but disappointment. I don't feel lighter. I don't have clothing that feels any looser. The only thing that feels different is a bit more of a punch of energy.
I'm not discouraged by any means; but, not seeing the scale move at all could certainly be a big hit.
I think I might skip it.
I'm such a wimp.