Thursday, February 24, 2011
I am feeling so discouraged today. For 3 months now I have been taking all kinds of meds to get rid of my UC but nothing is working. Putting me back on prednisone always has to be a last resort for me. The last time I was on it I almost ended up in the hospital because it just makes me crazy. Never mind that it makes you gain weight too!
I've been a lifetime WW's member for 9 months now. I've been doing so well maintaining my weight loss. Haven't had to pay once since then. I decided I should lose 10 more pounds and was working towards that 4 down in the last two weeks.
Taking this med makes me hungry all the time. It's hard enough doing this without having a hungry monster hanging on my neck. It also makes me have a nice puffy face. I'm already self conscious enough about how I look. It makes me very moody and cry all the time. It makes me anxious and I feel like I am crawling out of my skin.
I started taking it today and he wants me at this dose for a month. I am just so upset. I don't want to go crazy again and I can't get fat again. I know I don't have a choice I need to get better. I am just so upset tonight.