Thursday, February 24, 2011
This week marked 4 months since the little guy came home to us! It has gone so fast. Two more months until we can finalize the adoption. It'll be strange to no longer have social workers involved in our lives after 3 and a half years! Who knows, maybe we will start over again for another one, but probably not. I don't think I would be able to get DH on board with that one! I would definitely say the honeymoon period is over. He has been pushing lately, especially with me as I am home with him all day. Two weeks ago I lost it and actually had a bag packed and was ready to walk out the door. DH had been very busy with work and so everything had fallen on my shoulders for the 2 weeks leading up to this point. I did not leave and we worked things out and DH has been must better about helping out when he gets home from work. He actually has been getting a lot of little things completed in the house the last week after work as we are going to be selling our house and looking for something a little larger. We just moved in July but if we had known we would be getting the little one at that time we would not have bought this place!
After last weeks 0.2 pound this week I lost 2 pounds. I don't understand the way my body seems to lose weight but at least it's happening again! My DD is home sick today and we were looking at photo albums this morning. I was amazed to see how good I looked at a time when I really did not think I did. How many years I spent feeling fat and unattractive, which probably lead me down this road to weight gain! I will get there again and enjoy myself every step along the way.