Dont know why.......... Long but good. ; )
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
But, I am in an extremely good mood today. Is it because I have not thrown up today, I am getting my horribly hard test books today or is it just because?
Recently my job changed................I hate they way it is now managed or MICRO-managed I should say. I miss my old boss who is still in the same building and my new one is not even in the same time zone. Maybe its the conversation with my old boss that I am just going to have to be the difficult one for my new boss to adjust to. You think I should be offended but I am not. The reason I am difficult is I refuse to stop working toward my goals.
The study books I am getting today is towards a designation my old boss (much older than me) only got about two years ago. I hope to have mine twenty years earlier than he got his. I also refuse to abuse myself for the sake of new management. I am pregnant and yes, I am going to use more than 20 minutes (timed restroom breaks) a day to go potty if I need to. (I even had to get a doctors note. lol)
All in all I have been very sick with this being my first pregnancy, but I think getting up yesterday and working out changed something. I dont know what yet. I am just glad I got to come to the same building I have worked at for the last 7 years.
I know my job and can do it.
I know how to eat healthy. (though not always practiced)
I know how to workout.
I know I am loved.
And I KNOW these things. That is enough reasons to be happy everyday. I wish everyone was as lucky to have the chance to educate themselves. So many people dont know how to do some of these things. Which is why we need to share with people any chance we get.
Thank you sparkpeople for giving me so much help and encouragement.