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ing interesting is going on....


Thursday, February 17, 2011


OK I'm not going to question it or confront it but something inside me is definitely on the mend attitude-wise.
I feel great. Heavy but great. I haven't felt worth anything for so long even though I intellectually know I AM worth a lot...it's that emotional deficit I was immersed in. It's gone....don't know why but I don't much care. I just got through dancing my brains out in my studio for half an hour,passed up tonight's supper of lasagna and still feel undeprived. It's like I'm falling in love or something (I always loose a lot of weight when I first fall in love)....but I think the one I may be falling in love with just might be myself....hmmmmm.....thin Cheryl...long time no see.....I see glimpses of me that I haven't seen for years.
I'm going to RUN WITH THIS FEELING!!!!
PS Picture at top is me last week at a strawberry shortcake shop in Florida. Bottom pic is one of my favorites,me standing in the window of Urquart Castle in Lochness,Scotland,about 30 pounds lighter...it's do-able!!!src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l144970741.jpg">
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LYNNOTT 2/18/2011 9:52PM

    emoticon emoticon You rock! I'm happy for you girlfriend!

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TXGRANDMA 2/17/2011 8:37PM

    I am so happy for you! What a great feeling! LOVE the top picture, but the bottom one didn't come through for me..... emoticon emoticon emoticon

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KTMORRILL 2/17/2011 7:45PM

    Share the wealth!! I so need to feel good about myself. I am having a hard time with "life" in general now. I need to get my act together. I am happy for you Cheryl, keep up the good spirit.

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