Need to Re-Focus, Still Struggling with Balance in my Life!
Thursday, February 17, 2011
This week hasn't been that good with my eating or exercising. I feel like I can't get into any kind of rhythm. I think I am going to end my personal training sessions b/c I am not able to give 100% on my eating or workouts with my cardio. So I feel like I am just wasting money at this point. I am just tired. I now know what "soccer moms" feel like. My life seems to be in dismay right now. I know that mother's across the world manage life, work, kids, & a spouse but I just have learned how yet.
I need to figure it out before I am 300 pounds, still trying to figure out how to gain control over my life with eating & exercising consitently. I know what needs to be done but getting it done, hasn't been easy. Of course, I know it's not easy but I just need to find a grip on how to make it work in my life. I finally got DVR, in hopes that now I can go to bed early & workout in the morning's before I go to work.
I am off Friday thru Monday & I hope I find a way to re-center & re-focus. Well I hope this weekend will give me good reflection time.
On a good note, Isaiah (my oldest son) had a good cross country race
yesterday. He came in 14th place (out of 50 kids) & his time went up a little bit to 11 minutes & 30 seconds. He was wearing 3 shirts..LOL.. So all the layers, started to weigh him down..LOL..
Hope everyone has a GREAT Day!!