Wednesday, February 16, 2011
so...........
why do i feel like i am stuck in a rut?
i seriously need to shake things up!!
has anyone ever heard of taking cinnamon supplements?
i read an article in woman's world magazine about the benefits of cinnamon and i was amazed. i love cinnamon anyway and have a cinnamon stick in my coffee everyday and i sprinkle my squash with lite brown sugar and cinnamon too. well, apparently, cinnamon is proven to attack belly fat. it promotes sugar and fat metabolism and also has a host of other benefits, including helping with type 2 diabetes and lowering cholesteral.
i never knew any of this. did you all?
anyway. i'm thinking i need to shake things up somehow. i keep fluctuating between 189-190 and can't seem to get a move on. i'm fine with it as long as i do not gain... but i need to drop 4 lbs by the 28th for my next mini goal. i have not missed one yet so i'm hoping to seriously get a move on.
i am seriously stressed and hating my job right now. they want blood from a stone and i can't deliver. i'm tired of being responsible for everyone else and what they do or do not do. if i could find a job, out of food service that would pay me anywhere near what i make (heck i'd gladly take a few hundred a week less!) and not have to be repsonsible for making miracles happen, i'd jump at it. you can't add responsibilities, products and expected profit without adjusting the baseline guides that you are rated on. it does not balance out. it's like this: picture yourself 20 years ago living on a paycheck of $500 a week, all the expenses and cost of living go up over 20 years but your salary does not (in this example your salary is the budget i am given and rated on). it just does not pan out.
which brings me back to my original problem. the constant nagging of my job is probably why i cannot seem to get on the roll again with losing. i am going to need to find a way to not let that stuff interfere with my goals -- i have a european cruise to get ready for and i have about 30-40 lbs to go!!
thanks for checking in and reading my blog. any thoughts and suggestions are certainly welcome. i hope you all are kicking butt with your journey and reaching all your goals. i plan to have time this week end to check in on y'all
{{ hugs }}
kat