I'm happy again. the ex has left me alone, i expected him to start his crap again when he got paid yesterday but not one text or phone call. whoooooooooooo hoooooooooooo. i'm so glad that this time he didnt carry it all on for months and months, i got off pretty lightly for my mistake.

now i just need to get my eating at night under control and start counting calories again, maybe i will start today. i'm ok in the day. keeping myself busy at the shop, i took grapes on monday and sandwiches yesterday, gonna go for the grapes again today, its when i get home thats the problem, snacks when we get in while i'm cooking tea, then snacks again later, i when to bed earlier last night to stop myself eating more.

the new shop is open, no customers yet, but it will take time to build it up, we sell wedding accessories and wedding gifts. in the new shop we have noticed that there is so much more cars driving past, its almost constant and in rush hour they are nearly parked outside, so we are getting seen by a lot more people, fingers crossed that this time we will make some money!.

I'm back to my old happy self again, just have to go that extra step and count calories and cut down on portion sizes and do a little more exercise.

i just want to say thank you for all your support on my blogs that you guys give me, its wonderful. thank you thank you. Mwah!.

happy, optimistic, but still lazy
Jane.xxx