Saturday, February 12, 2011
...that I have a sexy-fine, desirably body. This will probably be only a temporary realization, but that's how I feel in the moment. I've got curves in all the right places. I may never be 110 lbs like I want, but is that really a realistic goal weight? I think that once I hit that weight, I'll just go back up to my average weight of 120 again. Is it worth trying to get to that super low weight when I know I'll gain the ten pounds back again? I don't really think so. I should love my body the way it is! My boyfriend loves my body. Everyone says that I'm "perfect", but what do they know? I don't think I'll every truly be perfect, until I believe it for myself. I should be more confident. Yesterday I felt chubby. Today I feel sexy. Tomorrow... I don't know. All I know is that I need to stabilize my body image and love myself every day, no matter what the mirror or the scale says.