Thursday, February 10, 2011
OK I thought when I retired I would get it all togeather, plan meals, get organized, get rid of stuff, sort, clean, go to classes, have time, do things I wanted to do. Now I'm retired, for almost two weeks and it hasn't happened, this week I'm having trouble thinking reasons to even get up. If I didn't have to pee, I probably wouldn't. Then the cat is hungry and I need to feed the dog, and my sugar is low so it's time to start feeding me. But I'm not sure what I want to eat, not like I have a big choice, I hate shopping and am living off of what my husband, who has passed, bought before he had a stroke, in November of 09. Lots of canned goods, Seems like I would lose, just because. Well I do the meal thing but most of my calories must be after lunch as I do my Spark first thing. I have go to get it togeather, meloncoly, moodieness, lonesomeness, all reasons to eat, not get up, not get out, not. Lord help me get it all togeather.