Wednesday, February 09, 2011
Well it started off very good and went from bad to worse in a matter of minutes.LOL I was supposed to have lunch and grocery shopping with a friend today. I was really excited about this. Actually we were supposed to have coffee here first but that changed last night already. Well her daughter ended up needing to go to the doctor so we didn't get to go and do our thing today. I understand, just a little bummed out cuz I was really looking forward to getting out of the house some. This is supposed to be the weekend my son comes and stays with me also, for those of you who don't know he moved out about 2 1/2 weeks ago to live with his dad. Well now he wants to come on Friday and leave Saturday night. He pulled this the last weekend he was here too. He wasn't even here 24 hours. I drove to get him in a snow storm and he left the next afternoon. Normally this wouldn't bother me so much but with already being bummed out I am just having a really hard time dealing with this. I feel he doesn't want to spend the time with me at all. Am I over reacting, super hormonal, or what? It just doesn't seem fair. I know he was doing this stuff to his dad before he moved but I always tried to step in and diffuse the situation and make him understand he needed to think of their feelings too. I guess I just needed to get it all of my chest. I will see what his dad says when he calls and go from there. Right now I need to take advantage of my sleeping toddler and get some work done!