Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Today is a day about nothing really. WE all are struggling, fighting for our goals. Making it happen. I must say that a realization for me is to be below 200 lbs by my birthday in May. I only have 28 lbs to get below 200...so, it's not that far off right? However, my true goal that I want to make is to be around 200 by the end of april, if not below. I just don't want to get too obsessed about it though. I think if I can make it there by the end of April then great, but if not it's okay...I'll just be that much closer...I don't want to relax so much that I forget what I'm trying to accomplish either....balance right? :)
I must say there is a beautiful looking hershey's chocolate bar sitting on my counter in the kitchen that I want to eat really badly. When I went to the grocery store, my 3 year old says here mommy this is for you and the m&ms are for me. I couldn't tell her no it would have broken her heart, so I just got it in the hopes that someone (hubby) would eat it. However, when I look at it, I see nothing but weight GAIN, so it's still there it's nice shiny wrapper saying....GO ON AND EAT ME ALREADY!!! Food demons? what would we do with out them right?
Well, spin is tonight, I am so excited...I don't know if exercise is controlling me or if I am controlling it...all I do know is I feel great after i have done it and I feel so much better after. I sleep better, I want to eat better, and I even want to play more with my girls...again ENERGY!!!! I am hoping to get to do 2 hours of spin, but we'll see. That will burn alot of calories and I will be pumped! YAY!
Like I said in the beginning this is really about nothing....just some thoughts....
Keep going and GET MOVING!