Day 38: HELP!!!!!!!! :(
Monday, February 07, 2011
So I somehow managed to catch the flu for the first time in my 23 years of living.... WHY NOW?!?!?! Ugh. I didn't have the throwing up and all that good stuff, but I was weak, couldn't move, fever, chills, and a HORRRRIBLE cough that I am still trying to get rid of! (I'm pretty sure I have bronchitis now :( ahhh)... I'm not trying to complain here, just venting a tad bit. Anyways.. so I am still trying to get to a point where I can do ACTUAL challenging excercise, without feeling like I am going to quit breathing. I tried Zumba Friday evening and I felt like I was literally going to die... I was so out of breath.. I just felt like a bum who decided to randomly show up at the gym that night. I know my body had gotten used to lighter exercise while I was down for the counth, but it is about darn time that this body of mine gives in a lets me get back to my routine.
I'm so irritated with life right now.. sick, my computer's hard drive died (lost EVERYTHING I had from the past 3 years, including all of the pictures I have of me and Justin), and I'm gaining weight back.. slowly but surely!
I need help!!!!!!! How do I get back into the swing of things... I now feel like it takes time out of my day to track my food... and the slightest excuse I have for not going to the gym, I use it. This isn't me!!!! I don't know what to do!