Monday, February 07, 2011
Wow! I wish I could wake up from this horrible nightmare I call my life! About a week ago (actually a little less) I found out my husband had cheated....AGAIN! As hard as my decision is I need to remind myself why I have to do this. I can't keep a spouse that is going to constantly cheat on me. Another thing that also makes this hard and makes me want to change my mind is our 2 kids. He didn't think of them until after I figured out he had cheated again and told him we were done and that I wouldn't be able to come back from this. Then he thinks of the kids! There are things that have now come to the light for me to see, but I really wish I could have seen all these things before getting married. So now he has a girlfriend and I am hoping it will all blow up in his face and then he can see and realize everything he has lost!