Friday, February 04, 2011
You see the picture of the car? That is my 2007 Toyota Yaris. I spent months researching the car I would buy. I had it for 6 months. Well, apparently I wasn't made to drive a car. In 2008 my new years resolution was to run a 5k with my cousin. I was fat, unhealthy, unemployed and unhappy. Then 5 weeks into the year, and 3 weeks into a gym membership, I was in a car accident where I broke my pelvis, 6 ribs, my collar bone, shoulder blade and sternum. I couldn't walk for 3 months. They didn't think I'd ever walk without a limp, and it was possible that I would need the walker for a lot longer than the 3-4 months I used it. I should mention that I was on my way to pick up my cousin from college so I could take her to the doctor when this happened. She ended up in the hospital for the majority of the three months that I couldn't walk, got down to 80lbs and was in worse shape than I. We were miserable, both of us felt responsible for the other. We had easter dinner in the Pediatric unit of Loyola Medical Center. This year, she ran a half marathon and I ran my first 5k. I am smaller now than I was in junior high. I am on my way.
These days I am done being a victim and I am so done with being the fat girl, the pudgy friend, and the girl with "the pretty face (sigh)". I am stronger than the fat, and it is time to show it who is boss!
I ran my first 5k on April 25, 2009 with a time of 37 minutes. I finished right in the middle of the pack and I ran the whole thing.
I wore a swimsuit for the first time in 4 years and I discovered that I fit into the dress I wore to the eighth grade dance (a size 14)! I am down 4 pant sizes since this all began!
Well, after a super awesome start to 2009, I fell apart. I trashed my knee and spent a few months rehabbing it. Then, I was cleared to run and was then diagnosed with CRPS/RSD in my left leg. I spent most of of 2010 unable to wear real pants or work out. I am finally getting some relief from the treatments (which cause weight gain). A fairly strict diet has kept me from a complete backwards slide, and a passion for cooking will keep me on track.
I have a full time job again, I am starting graduate school and I have a doctor willing to help me try anything to get through all of this. Here is to a slightly smaller 2011!