Monday, January 24, 2011
sooo.... i've been doing good so far... i haven't been stressing nearly as much... but yet i've haven't been over eating nearly as much either and i think i know why and i think i have a new approach...
i am no longer going to track my food... not because i want to hide what i'm eating or because i want to be oblivious to how many calories i'm taking in.... it's because I need to make healthy choices in my life whether or not i'm trying to lose weight...
when i track my calories i'm so obsessed with the calories that i tend to under eat... and then i find myself trying to keep thinks out of my diet... and then i start craving and rebelling against myself.... i can't spend my life in a calorie guarded jail.. i need to be a reagular human being. i need to have choices and learn to make the right ones.... sometimes i want to a candy well i'm gonna have it. but if i want this to be a lasting thing i need to be able to do it for the rest of my life and restricting myself i won't make it.. stressing over calories i'm gonna die of a heartattack brought on by stress... i don't want that for my life i think i'd rather be over weight...
people who are in shape and healthy and thin don't track every single calorie but they know what they're limits are they know what to eat it just comes natural to them so i need to follow my instincts and eat healthy on my own not my calulating how many cals i had today......
i know i can do this it's going to be a slow process but at least it will be steady and consistent...