Sunday, January 23, 2011
Jan. 22-2011 @ 11:37 PM.
Well, the time has come for self-discipline, for self admissions/acceptance for my own choices.
No longer can I allow the continued excuses for my obesity..my failure at dieting..my failure at being who I know I can be! It is not my childhood rearing, my siblings or acquaintances fault I am morbidly obese. It is mine!
No, this is not a 'pity me' biog, rather it is a written admission to myself that I am what I am because I chose this, I consciously chose to find any excuse, blame anyone else..except the real person responsible..ME!
This has been a painful revelation, a painful admission, but it is something...writing it down, that needs to be done.
I shall overcome the self sabotage behavior, the mindset that I have put myself into. I will loose the weight needed for me to be more healthy and live the longer life I want to live...for myself!
It will not be easy but it will be accomplished!