Saturday, January 22, 2011
Ohwii, well how do i begin. well i should have got back in the program once again, but my body keeps fighting with me here lol! bout with my Rheumatoid arthritis, Tonsilitis, then ankle soreness from a previous injury. All this is kinda pulling me down mentally. Its difficult also because of the separation from my partner because we are in different parts of the world. he used to be that second brain of mine and would push me to push myself.
I am grateful that this whole time i have not gained weight, i have just fell on this rut that has kept me at the same number for more than 20months.
I am still willing to however fight this war and win, no matter how long it takes me. But this year i will fight to shed 50lbs. that is my target! I wont give up. I cant give up.!!!!