1/20 - Stupid Weather
Friday, January 21, 2011
I just wish the weather would stabilize already. This year it's just been going back and forth between really cold and warm. Everytime it starts changing again my body flips out. My symptoms get a lot worse and basically the day is ruined. Take today for example it's getting cold again and I woke up with bad pain & muscle spasms. It feels like I walk on a tight rope everyday. Just a little tilt and then I could either feel horrible or great. I wonder if this will ever be figured out and if I will ever find some help with it. It just gets hard to keep believing that I will after 3 years. My 21st birthday is this summer. I want to be young and have fun at least for a little while. I want to be able to work and make plans. I guess I just have to keep faith and hope close by and know that it will all be okay.
In other news I finally added some new pictures of Harley. He's getting big!