I'm starting over with my weight loss jerney. I think I can stick with it this time. Grandma Brown is gone. I don't have the stress or time restrictions that went with taking care of her any more. My son is 3 now, and is wanting more time and attention from me, but I'm mom. Thats to be expected, especially since he doesn't have to share me with "GG" any more. Its time to start becoming the tiger lilly my husband wants me to be. While he might see his tiger lilly in me, I don't see it yet. Darrien needs me more, and lately I haven't had much energy to be the mom he needs. Thats got to change. I'm starting over. I'm starting today.