Monday, January 17, 2011
I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster for the last month or so. I hate rollercoasters! I go back and forth all day long between good and bad choices. It's starting to take over my life. It's practically all I think about. What to eat or not eat, trying to talk myself into doing some exercise. Sometimes I do well and sometimes not. I struggle the most with exercise. I almost have a mental block against it at this point. I need to find something else to occupy me. I'm layed-off for the last couple of months, my kids are teenagers and don't need much except rides everywhere. My entire days revolve around cleaning and what to make for dinner. The problem is I don't know what I want to do. I'm so uninspired. Need to work on this.