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Monday, January 17, 2011

I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster for the last month or so. I hate rollercoasters! I go back and forth all day long between good and bad choices. It's starting to take over my life. It's practically all I think about. What to eat or not eat, trying to talk myself into doing some exercise. Sometimes I do well and sometimes not. I struggle the most with exercise. I almost have a mental block against it at this point. I need to find something else to occupy me. I'm layed-off for the last couple of months, my kids are teenagers and don't need much except rides everywhere. My entire days revolve around cleaning and what to make for dinner. The problem is I don't know what I want to do. I'm so uninspired. Need to work on this.

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MORRIS1989 1/18/2011 12:26AM

    You are worth it maybe you should try to exercise for a few minutes then the next day try to go a little bit longer. You should find something you enjoy doing. emoticon

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JESS0107 1/17/2011 10:38AM

    Hang in there. I did the same thing until I realized my exercise routine was working. Sometimes you have to hit those "hills" so you will know were you are going. Keep your head high and you will go far. You have a lot to live for.

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CURVYMEG 1/17/2011 9:31AM

    Get out the magazines and cut out pictures of what you would like to look like. Put them on the frige so you have to look at them before you grab the ice cream. That might help.


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