Saturday, January 15, 2011
So this past week has been....interesting. I got a lot done which I am super excited about because it means I am feeling better....
Tuesday night I went and got wings with a couple of girlfriends from work and it was a lot of fun. They are super funny and remind me alot of my childhood best friend and I... I had fun.
Also on Tuesday I started my Couch 25k again, and I am super excited. My butt is already looking better and I can button the jeans that I couldnt button when I got out of the hospital so...go me!
Wednesday I hung out with Erin and Brittany, and got a lot done... got my change of address in, and other things but I cant remember. Then we got a little bit drunk off of some wine. I love wine! We used the wine glasses my mom got me for Chirstmas...they are so cute.. i will try to post a picture to show just how cute they really are.
Thursday, i volunteered, went to my new doctors, and hung out with Adam, then did my c25k and found dairy free pizza, lasagna....and they are way less calories than real. *Dairy free is important because I'm allergic to it. I was so excited to find yummy food like pizza that I can eat! I took pictures of it haha. And I'm pretty sure the chef at whole foods was hitting on me, because I told him how it drives me nuts that whenever I want things like that they always end up being vegan, so on Sunday he offered to make me a dairy free pizza with meat! meat! Real meat! haha I'm so excited.. I kinda hope he asks me out...lol.
Last night I went to a movie and to Dennys with Phillip, Dani, Lewis and Lewis's brother. I really need to learn his name. haha.
So overall the week was good. It had some negative undertones. For example: This stupid guy that I dont actually like, but have talked to out of boredom, stupid ex girlfriend accused me of e-mailing her. I dont even know what she claims I said, but it was so stupid. And what is even more stupid is that it has been driving me insane. I blocked him... i would have blocked her but I have no idea who she is. I dont even know her name. But what I dont understand is why I care...why do I care. I know I didnt do it, and and the truth always comes out, even though I wont be there to experience it. I know it will. And its not like he was all that important to me. Quite frankly, I can do better, better looking, more intelligent, more fun, less crazy controlling asshole...just better. So why do I care? I dont understand.
I also am going to be going to a neurologist here shortly....I dont (cant: too emotional) to get into details at this time. Im hoping its nothing, so until I know otherwise I'm treating this as precautionary and not worrying tooo much. All in all, I need some prayer.
And because of this incident and the last four months and some poor decisons on my part (mostly involving men) I have decided to go back to therapy. Will fill you in as thins progress.
Ok, well I'm gonna go, but I'm gonna leave on a quote and positive quote.
"I believe the greater the handicap, the greater the triumph." -John H. Johnson
(wow....this is exactly what I needed)