Wednesday, January 12, 2011
I feel like a horse at the starting gate prancing and pawing. I'm ready to go! I have hardly begun, but yet my body seems to know that I'm doing something wonderful. A sense of freedom and joy seems to grow in my soul as the pounds come off.
I knew my weight was holding me back. I knew that I didn't do this or that and changed plans and avoided certain situations because of it. I was growing accustomed to feeling like a prisoner--shackled by this extra weight. Waiting to enjoy life. Waiting to live...
It's time to enjoy myself. It's time to stop the self loathing. It's time to live.