Wednesday, January 12, 2011
So I kept thinking I needed to update on everything that happened over the last four months but to be honest... that would take forever!!! So much has happened...some good, some bad...but all with positive results.. So instead of trying to update I figure I would just start anew.
Since I moved to Arizona, I lost twenty five pounds, gained it all back and have currently lost 13...so I am back to where I was last time I weighed in on here haha. Which is good...its a good starting point I think. I dated, and then stopped dating, dated some more and now I'm just focusing on me. If I date, great, but i'm not going out of my way for it. All of the men I have dated out here have turned out to be huge buttheads, no worries. I am stronger than that, and am excited about the things I have been learning because of it.
For example for the first time ever I told a man to leave me alone the other day. i have never ever told anyone to leave me alone. It was liberating. Of course with growth comes some bad decisions, but at least i have been learning from them...or at the least in the process of learning from them.
And moving on...
I found a full time job with Wells Fargo and although it is challenging I find i enjoy it. I really think I can go far in the company and would like to even though it is not my final career choice...but that will come later. Like...in August.
I finally quit express after they screwed me over several times. I just couldnt take it anymore...it wasnt fun anymore and what is the purpose of having a job like that if it isnt fun?
i also volunteer for an organization called Arizonans for Children that work with Foster kids which i am really enjoying and will be volunteering for New Hope which works with kids and loss here shortly.
I have my own apartment and my own furniture, and my roommate and I get along great... I've made some awesome friends. I wish I could just get into detail after detail about it all, but it would take so long. Hopefully over time though, through my blogs everyone will see how much I have matured in the last four months, how much my life has changed. My priorities, my concerns...they are so different. And I am so proud of myself... for all i have completed and become.
For now though, I have to go to bed. I have to work in the morning and I have so much to do, with church in the evening. So for now goodnight.