Monday, January 10, 2011
Wow...where to begin,
This past week has been a total nightmare for me in my personal life between my 17 year old leaving home and having what I think was a miscarriage I am just glad to be able to say I made it through alive to be able to start again. God has shown himself strong in all of this, He has been with me and given me peace and I know that one day my daughter will realize that she needs a mom in her life and speak to me once again. I was too strict, I was overprotective, but I only wanted to help her avoid the pain of sin that I had experienced as a child myself. She is in Gods hands now and I trust Him so I have to get up off the couch and dust myself off and keep trying to take care of the one still at home and hope she sees from her sister the mistakes she can avoid. I am eating good now, I will exercise more now and I plan to keep trying to have the baby I have wanted to have for over 10 years even though I am 36, through all of the sorrow I am looking for a blessing and I am hoping this will be the year.