wow, been a week
of course, it's as easy to say, it's only been a week
definitely life-altering- i've left the house once, thurday, my dughter came out and took me to dr appt
the 2 daughters were here that day and ran some errands for me too
this being dependent is not fun
dr had nothing to say- said it'll take a while to heal- what does that mean?
i am also having other side affects now from the accident/recovery-- i can not lie down, so i've been sitting up for 8 days now- well my feet are like double their size , and ankles, and calves-- says that'll take a while to heal also
so, i've been trying to sit up and put my feet up, but, i only last about an hour at a time- that does not yet appear to be helping any
have been on a steady diet of vicodin- really doesn't seem to be helping any-- i just took my first percocet- we'll see what that does
you hear how easy it is for people to get addicted to pain pills- i have that worry in the back of my head
car is being totaled- i think what they're giving me is low- but........any way you look at it- you're still losing out.........gotta get something else now, and, needless to say, i'm doing some exploring into "safer" vehicles-- but it's still gonna mean another, longer loan.......
haven't gotten a rental car yet- no need- i sure can't drive, but it adds to my feeling of "helplessness"
i really do hate all this whining- but, first off, wanted to up-date all ya'all who've been so kind, and-- whining/blogging does help some
amazing how many lawyer letters i get in the mail every day- yes, it is a "sue-ing" world
not in any way how i foresaw getting into 2011- so much for exercise, getting a rhythym going again, etc
makes me wonder too tho- am i ready to die? what if i had died that day.......no, i don't have my affairs in order
need to get that done
it also does re-affirm all concepts of NEVER wanting to be dependent- so- gotta get healthy!
you spark pople rock..........thanx for caring so much
FYI: there's an awful lof of commercials on tv in the middle of the night!
i suspect- no matter how flabby your hind end may be-- sitting on it day after day after day--- it gets sore!!!