Really Bad

Sunday, January 09, 2011

I am the type of person who has a lot of self discipline....that is when I want to. Yesterday I just didn't want to, and I am paying the price for it today through guilt. We went to the movies with some friends. I had my healthy plan all worked out in my head. Then Ken, who is usually my rock, says "Honey please just have some fun tonight. Just let go for one day. We're out to celebrate my birthday"
So what do I do....I had soda and a pepperoni pizza. Then we went to Mulligan's and I drank some captain and coke. Afterwards we went to a lady's house that Ken works with because she made all kinds of homemade goodies and wanted to share. Yep, I fell off the wagon with a cold crack onto the concrete.
Today is a new day and I need to refocus. The good things that did come of this weekend. I have started wedding planning full hilt. I have my dress, and my bridesmaids are in the process of choosing which dress they like the most. I found 2 links and sent it to them to check out. Since my maid of honor and best friend 0f 17 years and my little sister still live so close in Florida, they will be planning a day trip with my mom to hunt for some inexpensive decor and to try on the dresses. Little sister sent me $200 that she wants me to put toward the reception hall. Thank goodness I have such great friends and family when it comes to planning big things like this. I get too overwhelmed, too stressed. They know exactly my taste and where to find it to help keep me on track. Only 573 days left.
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  • 2011-HEAVEN
    I agree with Leklov, it was a slip (like my 10 tsp's of sugar in my two cups of coffee this morning lol). You are doing so good on your diet, don't let one little slip worry you. Just get back to the awesome work you have been doing! Anyone who can turn down donuts while at work has some amazing will power lol! Maybe you just ate so that Ken would have more fun on his birthday? Now his birthday is over, so get back to doing things Your Way!
    2570 days ago
    Don't beat yourself up. Falling off the wagon happens to all of us. The important thing is that you are willing to chalk it up to a loss and start fresh today. The wedding planning sounds like a lot of work, but in a fun way! I'm happy to hear that you have such great family and friends, it's always good to have a great support system! Today is a new day, you can do it!
    2571 days ago
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