Sunday, January 09, 2011
I am the type of person who has a lot of self discipline....that is when I want to. Yesterday I just didn't want to, and I am paying the price for it today through guilt. We went to the movies with some friends. I had my healthy plan all worked out in my head. Then Ken, who is usually my rock, says "Honey please just have some fun tonight. Just let go for one day. We're out to celebrate my birthday"
So what do I do....I had soda and a pepperoni pizza. Then we went to Mulligan's and I drank some captain and coke. Afterwards we went to a lady's house that Ken works with because she made all kinds of homemade goodies and wanted to share. Yep, I fell off the wagon with a cold crack onto the concrete.
Today is a new day and I need to refocus. The good things that did come of this weekend. I have started wedding planning full hilt. I have my dress, and my bridesmaids are in the process of choosing which dress they like the most. I found 2 links and sent it to them to check out. Since my maid of honor and best friend 0f 17 years and my little sister still live so close in Florida, they will be planning a day trip with my mom to hunt for some inexpensive decor and to try on the dresses. Little sister sent me $200 that she wants me to put toward the reception hall. Thank goodness I have such great friends and family when it comes to planning big things like this. I get too overwhelmed, too stressed. They know exactly my taste and where to find it to help keep me on track. Only 573 days left.