Thursday, January 06, 2011
I am having a hard time. I am tempted soooo much. Even by my own kids. How can I break habits and not give in when it's right in my face?? Soda in the fridge because hubby "WANTS" his soda, and I don't want to deprive him of what he wants.
Today my kids had no school it was a snow day. My son, who is 13 nagged and nagged about using his $10 to buy lunch. It didn't seem to matter what I said it was a total battle of wills. So I finally gave in with making an excuse of, well.....it's my daughter's 17th birthday and I am sure she would like it. Off to Wendys we go. Along the way I told all of my kids......I NEED YOUR SUPPORT I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE!!!!
I think maybe they are more understanding now. I told them if "WE" don't treat are bodies good now, they will not treat us good later, and that it's hard for me to loose wait and be healthy when I see them eating things I enjoy and am trying to change. I also told them that there is things I want to do and can't because of my weight and it makes me sad.
So How, how do I go to Basketball games without Nachos, and the mall with out eating the junk. I try sometimes just to fall flat and feel like it's not worth trying. When will I be able to say NOPE I don't want that crap??
Is it all in my head?? I hate giving in!! Maybe this vent will help me feel beter!!