I've been away but I'm back & I pray it's for awhile. Upon my return home I became a single mom & boy is it more challenging than I thought it would be. On top of that i'm trying to go to school & I work full time from 0630-500pm. I have to help my oldest 2 of my 3 children with home work & all that other jazz. I'm not gone lie it was kickin my tail and stressing me out but with time it gets easier.
I've learned that HAPPINESS is key 2 ur SUCCESS. I've discovered other things that keeps me happy and helps me connect with my babies. I've developed a TREY SONGZ obsession. My family is even crazy about him. I love what he stands for more than anything else. His words of wisdom help remind of me of things i've forgotten.
I've gained 13lbs since coming home but i'm distraught and sad about. I've actually learned to love body regardless of what the scale says. I don't like my tummy bulge but i'm not stressing myself out about losing it overnight. I am reengaging so I can lose the regained weight though.
At this point in time I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN & ENJOY LIFE no matter what i'm doing or where i'm at. I have so much to be GRATEFUL, HAPPY & THANKFUL for. Life is 2 short 2 sweat the small stuff.
I have a NEW & IMPROVED ATTITUDE!!! Those who knew of me before now can definitely see the difference. I want this change to be permanent so thats 1 of my goals. I'm excited 4 no reason @ all.
CONGRATS 2 ALL WHO STAYED COMMITTED, SHOUT OUT 2 ALL WHO HAVE 2 RECOMMIT & TAKE IT 1 DAY @ A TIME.
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPY SPARKING 2 ALL!!! LEEEEGGGOOOOO SPARKERS!!!!