here we go again!!!

Thursday, January 06, 2011

sooo i completely fell off track ugh i really hate when i do that i really feel sooo disappointed in myself. well i've been mia the last few weeks but guess what i'm back more ready than ever... little by little i'm starting to realize how much my lifestyle needs to long of a journey this is going to be...and how much i really need to accept all the downs along with all the ups...

well if you read my ticker you'll see i gained my weight back... but it's for the better now i can start fresh....i seem to always hit a road block at about 250 lbs. I insist on it being a mental hurdle... sooo this time i'm gonna start my process and not look back and when i get back to that 250 lb hurdle i'm just gonna leap on past it and not look back...

I have a new approach at least new to my mind.... my goal every week is to not gain weight... i know..I know.... it doesn't seem like much especially if i want to lose weight... well i will be working toward losing 10 lbs at a time.... but anything that i can lose everyweek will be a plus for me... i really do have great goals, but i can't stand to see disappointment myself anymore... and to be completely honest i love myself the way i am.... i love who i am... as long as i don't gain weight i'm happy, but at the same time i want to be healthy and i want to be strong so in the process of being healthy the natural thing to happen is for weight to come off. soo i'm ready to do this i'm ready to make those healthy choices and track my progress i'm soo ready for this.....
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    That's the spirit!! It's not about how many times we fall, its about how many times we pick ourselves back up with more knowledge and a better understanding of how to go about things!! You're on the right track Jen, you're gonna get this done. WE'RE gonna get this done!! It's not about being super skinny and looking like those airbrushed people on the cover of magazines, its about being healthy and being active. Everything else is just a happy side effect! We're gonna be amazing Jen!!!
    2605 days ago
    You have a great attitude towards your journey!! Dont think that just saying you want to at least not gain any weight every week isnt much. IT IS!! If you lose a little every week those little loses are going to add up to alot! And by not focusing so hard on losing a certain amount you will enjoy this journey alot more! And the 250 is nothing, its just a number on the scale. Your going to pass that with flying colors and not even realize you did it!!! Yay You!
    2605 days ago
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