Tuesday, January 04, 2011
I keep finding myself content with where I am, well, maybe not content, but at least accepting, and I am not where I want to be, and I sure don't want to go back to where I was a year ago. I think I need an intervention. I at least need a new goal that I want to strive for, because my original is so very close, but I keep telling myself, not to work so hard, that it will happen, well, I can see that it is not going to happen without some serious help from me. But, I am not sure I care enough to strive for it. See, I realize that I need a shakeup, but not sure what will get me going again. I am still good about my walking jogging and treadmill, I have even added strength exercises to build muscles, but I am also eating, like there is no tomorrow.
You know I am way past the glamour part of it, I want to feel physically fit, have energy, wear my clothes without all the bumps, and basically feel good about myself.
So why am I feeling like I don't need it anymore?