Monday, December 27, 2010
I usually make new years resolutions every year and I figure, I will do just the same next year. I look at these resolutions as a means of motivation for myself rather than something that will hender me. I always set a goal to lose weight, but this new year I am setting a goal to start over and reinvent myself. I want more than the same old, same old. And I want to finally feel good about what is going on in my life. I want something more than nothing to be going on. I want to work on all the issues that I have with my myself and others because I have let them keep me down for all my life. I pretty much wasted my teenage years on depression. No mas! I want to have a real social life and not be afraid to talk and hangout with my peers because I have these bad feelings about myself that most of the time no one else is even thinking of. I tend to think that other people find me as flawed as I find myself. I want to be able to not be scared of change and embrace it. I want to be able to accept myself just as I am and stop being my biggest critic. This new year is going to be a time for me to really work out my issues and wok on reaching my goals and dreams, and not being scared to just be me.