Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Cut 12 inches off my hair. If you want to see the pictures go to face book and add to my comments on main page. If I get to 50 I will post a picture of it on FB. www.facebook.com/sarahzb
Otherwise I guess you have to see me in person.
Got an upgrade and a raise at work about two months ago. It's going alright.
Quit my job at the hotel. At first it was hard to say goodbye but I haven't really had the time to think about it. They work me hard at my new job.
Got "couple" pictures done with my boyfriend Dane for his sister's Christmas present. (She asked for it.) That kind of wigged me out. I see pictures as the past and I don't want he and I to be past. Also oddly I have commitment issues and I think this makes the relationship seem too serious. We are living together and I know that is pretty serious but photographic evidence makes it seem much more real.
Stupidly I chopped my hair like a week later and now the pictures look nothing like me, but oddly that is actually a good thing for me psychologically. The hair can be a past thing now, instead of my relationship.
I am so happy and in love. The other morning when I woke up Dane started signing "Always" by Erasure to me. You could tell he had been waiting for hours for me to wake up. I was so happy I was crying. I love that man.
"Always I want to be with you, and make believe with you, and live in harmony... harmony..."
I made a great commission art piece for my aunt for her birthday/xmas present. It really helped me to remember that I am an artist. In return she got me the most awesome tripod over. I am most joyful, and now I REALLY want my good camera.
I am making those motions that someone does when they are ready to "jump." I went off my healthy lifestyle working two jobs and I am almost ready to go back to my healthy ways. Almost. Just a little more pumping myself up, and I am there.
I need a new scale. I killed the awesome one that I found with a bag of potatoes. Long story.