Tuesday, December 21, 2010
So this year has been rotten. My fibro is on overdrive, I've been hospitalizated 3 times, my dog died in my arms, my grandfather died (oh and I flew to Texas for that one and I have never seen so much food in my life outside of a buffet and I sure ate it!!!!!!! Wonderful people though that took care of us), my youngest daughter in and out of trouble like drugs and jail. I had blood work done and cholorestol is through the roof. I can't imagine why? lol I just am out of control. My grandfather has only been gone a month and a half and I eat to kill the pain and yet I still lost a little weight. I am in contanst pain, my family is worried about my health, so am I and i feel so FAT!!!!! I haven't been this heavy in over 10 years. I want to walk and swim but my energy level is so low. Help me please!!!!!