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Exercise - day 3

Thursday, December 16, 2010

I am 3 for 3 this week with exercising... and I am very hoppy to report that it is going REALLY well... I haven't been overly sore... and MOST important - I am still able to breathe the next day!!! Even back in early July if I exercised more than 10 minutes my lungs would become inflammed and I would have REAL problems with breathing....

I have 2 appointments tomorrow... one is a meeting between my technologist's association and the other is an earlier meeting with my counselor... I do have some time between the 2 meetings to collect myself if needed...

I am ready to move on.... ready to face what is inside... shatter it open... and expose stuff that hasn't been exposed in a long time... I want to take a sledgehammer to it... but I will go with what my counselor recommended... maybe I am not ready... I guess time will tell...

I am sort of nervous but also excited to go to sleep in hopes that I can deal with this dungeon monster that is inside of me...

It is like a lava monster... if you start to deal with it - it is like there is a molten mound that starts to bubble and spit up strong feelings/emotions... but somewhere under all that lava is a treasure... I got a glimpse of it a while back... and now that I have some time between school semesters I want to expose it... to get the hardened lava out of the way... to put out the fire and to watch a beautiful garden grow from the ashes...
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  • MOMFAN
    Praying for you dear friend that God will complete the healing in your life so you can focus on the rest of your life!
    2111 days ago
  • FITMARY
    Congratulations on your progress! That's awesome. Keep going! Take it nice and slow. You'll get there!
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