Friday, December 10, 2010
I hate not seeing results. I am so impatient it is really pathetic.
I have not been one who has had to struggle with weight much - and now that I am - if it doesn't happen right now....I get very depressed.
I was almost the opposite before I had my daughter. Wearing 0's maybe 2's..... then I had trouble getting pregnant. So - bring on the fertility drugs - that put 25 lbs on me almost immediately! Quite frankly - it's not all ever come off. I went thru spells of losing down to where I wore 6's - but no further than that - and I didn't really try.
So - bring on age.....stress......depression
........it has taken its toll for sure. And...since I am not that 'spring chicken' anymore - it doesn't budge without lots of effort.
I am like a lot of people on here - not really thinking about it or even noticing it day to day - until I saw a picture of myself. I just broke down - and thought "can that REALLY be me???"
There are so many reasons I want to be better and look better - for my daughter - to see her do all the things I hope she will and grow up ...... for my family and most importantly - for me. If I am not in the right mindset and if I am not comfortable and happy with my life - it will not happen.
I know the things I need to change and the things that I can make better.
I just have to be committed to doing it and stick it out until I do see the results!