Wednesday, December 08, 2010
There are days where I ask, Why God do you put something or someone in my life and then as fast as they enter or a situation changes its closed. I am wondering this because lately I really feel like people have entered and exited my life so quickly for various reasons and some situations have come and gone the same. While I know some of this is just life, I still wonder, why does God move us in these immense changes sometimes faster than we can keep up with. Hopefully its He trusts me to do what is right or just be a seed of good hope or love to certain people before they move on to something else. I guess that is called good will. Maybe that is what we all need to remember not just at the holidays but throughout the year. While I am thankful I am strong, flexible, and ever changing, I guess some days I also wish that I could just have a regular day without a worry. I haven't had that for so long, I forgot what its like. So I guess this is where I am supposed to be a good steward of good will. I am not sure I volunteered this, I think its just happened. Hopefully I will get the days of restful peace mixed in with it soon. I can say life has sure been a roller coaster and yet, I am still on for the ride.