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what did i do wrong????

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

So i need to complain. This school year has been close to terrible. the kids coming from the middle school know nothing because the school was in the process of being taken over by the state for not making ayp. They r so worried about us not passing that they r putting unbelieveable demands on us. I have coach class daily, i email/call parents daily, work with kids during lunch, call kids trying to get them to come to school, am in the building for 12+ hrs, etc. I havent been able to work out all year, cant get my papers graded, and am a grad student taking 2 classes a semester. It's terrible. My coteacher and I have both have days where we've said to ourselves if i dont wake up tom it wldnt be the worst thing. Y is it that teachers feel they deserve to be abused and if u dont give all of urself u shld feel guilty. Im close to back to where i was before and am not happy with myself. However, to make it worse.... my bf joined a gym with a friend. Hes worked out twice and is now pumped back up to where he was when he was playing football in hs. His arms, shoulders, and chest r noticibly muscular after two freaking gym trips! I cld kill myself for 2 yrs and not get the results i want. It's just not fair. What did i do wrong in life to deserve all this? I counted calories today and everything and bought myself a bike trainer for the basement but havent used it yet. Last weekend I tutored and babysat so it was like working full time 7 days a week and having no break. Sigh.... i just dont get it.

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EDUCGRAD 1/1/2011 8:48AM

    You are under such demands with your job,hugs. take some time each day to take a walk or work out some.I do this to handle my stressful days with the students I work with.I agree with .Start with 10 min . every day even if it is just taking a will do it.Don't give up.

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HDHAWK 12/7/2010 9:23PM

    First of all, don't compare yourself to your bf. Those darn men get results way faster than we do. No matter what, give yourself a few min. a day, even if it's only 10 to take a walk or ride the bike. There will always be more to do when you're a teacher and it sounds like you're having an extra rotten year. This too shall pass. It just doesn't seem like it right now. emoticon

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